Box of Pandora

 

 

This journey traveled

I’m filled with contempt

Thoughts that are battled

Darkness I invent

 

Triggers embedded

Delusional spars

Journey I’m headed

Through childhood scars

 

Happiness shattered

Filled with frustration

Thoughts have been scattered

Needing sedation

 

Course in miracles

New path to follow

Guidance pinnacle

Of thoughts I wallow

 

New medication

Change mentality

Fight infestation

Of reality

 

Search enlightenment

Looking for answers

Trapped in confinement

Of mental cancers

 

Cognitive conflict

Dissonance theory

The thoughts contradict

This path I’m leery

 

Journaled emotions

To follow my growth

Recorded notions

The Faust of Van Gothe